what idiot genius invented high school? it makes me so angry that people always tell me that these are the years ill look back on fondly,so i should enjoy it while i can. Screw that. Im sure that in later years ill be thinking so fondly of a year when i barely have friends, my brother is ignoring me, and my grades suck because my teachers are either boring, dont speak english, or are complete assholes. What good is school if i leave it every day wanting to cry, and feeling like an idiot because of it. i go home, and i cant even motivate myself to turn on the tv, let alone do my homework. My parents tell me to go to bed at 9 o clock, and i dont even have the teenage strangth to argue and try to stay up for another hour, i just go to my room while the tears stream down my face for no apparent reason. Everyone said that high school was gonna be so great, and middle school was so much worse. quite frankly, i would like to go back to 8th grade about now. i had more friends, my teachers were nicer, and my homework wasnt worth as much. Yeah, the popular cheerleaders and jocks are gonna look back and say that was when they were in their prime, but all i see in me is some stupid beatnick daydreamer with a weight problem(do NOT start protesting, my doctor told me that, ok?) college cant come soon enough, in my opinion. at least for the most part, im making my own rules. here, i cant even control my hairstyle, let alone anything important in my life. i could write so much more, my thoughts are in overdrive, but i cant make my fingers work much more, and, i just dont even care. no one's probably gonna read this, i dont know why i even post.